What was I made for?

 I use to think I'm just unlucky but now i learned that i am not unlucky nor i was not love,  by my friends my family and everyone around me including this neighborhood of mine. i hate it i fucking hate this. What did i do wrong? God i dont want to blame you but i just cant and im so sorry for that. Growing up without feeling love is just the biggest the pain I'll ever have, forgot the embarrassment they cause me huh. Gosh i hate this life! i feel so useless, unworthy irresponsible and every negative energy. How and when can i feel the love that i  should've felt ever since i was a child. i hate this. i hate all of you. And you know what hurts the most? The pain is inevitable since the family that should protect me are the ones causing me pain and even my boyfriend they are all together in this my gosh they all give me different kind of pain and ofcourse i dont enjoy it i hope you feel the same too. i hope you guys will feel regretful when you hurt me. 

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